Here I am, not being able to fall back to sleep again. It gets frustrating at times because you know you have to be up early but you can't seem to grab some proper shut eye. Instead, you will end up counting down to the number of hours left and gradually you will be left with minutes and the next thing you know, you have to be up.

I guess it is not easy to always turn a blind eye to something so blatant. It makes me question. Questions my rationale, questions the purpose, questions after questions but yet no answer for.