One step at a time. Lift your leg and place it at the next step. Slowly. okay, rest your leg which is the one at the higher step and then raise your other leg to the same step that your other leg is resting onto. Okay, now for the next step.




If life ever occur at that pace, I surely wouldn't mind. All I see around me whenever I was out are simply people rushing. Rushing to meet various appointments. Running here and there for errands. Do people even like step back a little to enjoy the wonders of nature. As I'm typing this, my mind is in a daze. Somewhat probably because I just woke up from my mini siesta. But yeah, I am relax. Or am I too relax? There are times when you feel all composed and laid back and when you recline on a comfortable chair or armchair, your head starts to spin. My mind will almost instantaneously tell me that I'm missing out in something. Probably something that requires me to rush. I ever had this feeling, okay maybe all the time, that I really want to get things done and over with as quickly as possible like for instance The Much Dreaded O levels. After which will be the supposed scheduled surgery. It will be kind of similar or just an epitome of the previous PSLE phase all over again with the only exception that I have to study and the surgery to go along with it. Just thinking of knifes or better known as scalpel used during surgeries and all, sends goosebumps down my spine. I have a phobia for sharp objects. Yeah, due to some past event when I was young. I have had stitches when I was as young as 4 years old. Why is there always the urge to get things done over with within a short period of time? It's not as though you can't have fun while facing it right? Having fun while studying, may not really sound fun but yeah there are still friends to lighten up the day. Take things or life slowly as it is, a goal at a time. Rome wasn't built in a day. I wasn't born in a day. Maybe within a few minutes. Okay, that's crap. The gist of what I'm trying to say to myself is that it isn't wrong to think ahead or have long term plans or to foresee your future of what you want to be. In fact it is good to have aims, aspirations of who you want to be in the future because that is when you developed this inner motivation to strive and reach your goals in life. However, too much of idling by me resulted to me being carried away from this elusive illusion that I will get whatever I want without breaking a sweat for it. I shouldn't neglect of what's to come and overcome a situation a step at a time. Right now, is for me to start my revision.



If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this, it's easier to see the reason why