I don't know what to say. I can't seem to string out the right words into sentences for you to know. For you to hear. For you to feel. To feel what this heart has to say to you. Everything is all jumbled up. When it happened, I panicked. I didn't know what to do. I was clueless. A thousand and one things were practically ricocheting through my mind. A pragmatic approach seemed far from possible at that point. I really didn't know what to do. If you knew, my heart was racing. It was racing against time. I was desperately in need of a way to get to you. For you to see the difference between fantasy and reality, what's impossible and possible. I'm not strong enough if you aren't. I need someone to fall back on and if you can't, no one else can. Be strong for yourself. Be strong for me too.