Saturday, May 16, 2009



My words are rather oblique. It is just a thought. That's all. Currently, my mind seem to have its own mind. Right in the middle of my exams, it just went brain dead. My eyes just stared blankly onto the sheet and back to my question paper. I was speechless and began to panic. Fortunately, I rested my head and recalled on what was taught during my agama class. Doa do help. I reckoned that I might have overworked my brain. Maybe even didn't have sufficient rest. I carried on to complete my hml paper. Oh wells, after Friday prayers, my head started to throb real bad. I could almost feel every parts of my body pulsating. My vision broaden before narrowing itself to the point that everything i saw was blurred. My mind was spinning to the earth's rotation . I stopped in my tracks and took a deep breath. Afi noticed the difference in me. I wasn't even thinking straight to reply. I just shunned it off. Then came fawwaz and I uttered something gibberish to him for no cause. I knew that I have to rest. That was my call to not aggravate it. Apparently, I decided to made my way home instead of parkway however i guess a day by the beach would do me good.


Somehow, subconsciously while I was walking, I was drawn back to my past. Everything was fresh and was flooding to my mind. I guess my body really was telling me something.


I then realised that I had succumbed to fatigue.

I really have no say of it.


My heart isn't at ease and I wonder why.
probablycozsayangisn'tbackyet

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