When you stop to ponder, you will feel your heart's constant beats. You will feel your body pulsating. As you close your eyes, the world plunges into the realms of pitch darkness only with ur mind as your eyes in that world. Pretty soon, your mind begins to race. All the photographic memories will flash before you as you rekindle your past. If you were to listen hard enough, you will hear your heart. You will hear yourself.



Needless to say on how many numerous occasions such things occurred. We all know that no one is flawless. I have mine, and you have yours. Words are sometimes what kills us. Be it that hope or inspiration. Words too can be instrumental or influential but eventually it is how we choose to what words to say that determines the outcome. It epitomizes life as having both the pro's and the cons.



I knew of a friend. A very very good friend whom I lost in a series of misunderstandings or misjudgments of words by me. I guess probably it was my bruised ego trying to salvage of what's left but, maybe it is just me not being able to appreciate of what my friend had done. It is the very friend whom I treasured the most regardless of whatever that has or had happened. I know that we are no longer in contact or maybe just busy with our stuffs. Still, it hurts me to say that some friendships just can't be replaced. It feels awkward now. I even hesitate to even drop a hi. I can't even remember the reason why it happened but what I do know is that I am the one at fault. Take the initiative, is what I recalled. Maybe time will have its way around. I shall make it a point to rectify the wrong. When? That still remains unanswered.




People don't need to catch my drift. Words said are not cast on stones. It can be changed. I don't want you to experience the lost the same way I did. Air dicincang tiada putus.