It is just one of the moments where you rather be all alone by yourself and not be bothered by others. These kind of moments are meant for us to be reflective and critical in everything we do or did. I chose to keep it as being introspective rather than what others would say it to be as being in an emo state.


There is always a motive behind everything we do right as in why would you wanna pour your guts out for something you don't want. For instance, why am I always signed on to MSN whenever I am home? Why do I like to be all secretive and intimate? Why is my life so unpredictable? Why am I revising?( although there is a higher tendency of me procrastinating) and questions after questions will crop up and even the most unthinkable or unexpected ones like why do people find love? why do I always end up being at the receiving end? Why do I doubt myself? Why did I do that? Who is she? Should I ask for her number? Should I be all flirty? Well, the main point of these questions is for all the questions I could think of, the answers came from my heart.


It is we who dictate who we want to be or how we would like to mould ourselves into in the future. By just being true to yourself, only then it will make sense. Phase 1 of the mid-life crisis is just beginning. I know. It may be too early for me to encounter one but why do I want to face it now? Now that's the question.