This unfamiliar loneliness that surrounds me
yet again.
Cut off from the social circle.
I sat alone, waiting for the day to turn to dark.
One particular vague name came to mind.
I miss her.







Credits to the someone better who influenced or shall I say
manipulated the minds of the tender at heart
(:

I had been spending the last few days being cordoned in my own room.
If not, my house then.
I woke up,
bathed.
Stared at the computer screen,
crawled myself to bed.
And obviously you know what happened.
I was fast asleep then.
I'm such a heavy sleeper.

Recognition was given when it was due.
"Those closest yo you can do the most harm"
quoted from High Noon.


Well nothing spectacularly amusing occur.
I went for terawih alone last night as the others were having their own FAMILY BUKA
which includes the whole of the saudaras, makciks and pakciks in one house.
It was a definate heart-warming family occasion.
Unlike mine, complications here and there.
The feud just fumed on.


Well, after buka last night, i was still at home when it was like 7.55pm.
Supposedly i should have left the house half an hour ago.
Considering I was going alone.
So yup.
Decided to take my own leisure time.
Apparently, i thought Isyak was at like 8.22+pm.
The minutes dragged.
My mom kept reminding me of the terawih
and I kept insisting that I was still early
Then the radio went
"kini, masuklah waktu Isyak pada pukul 8.17 malam nanti"
and the clock was at 8.05pm!
I pratically rushed and sprinted all the way to the mosque.
Everyone that passed by me was pretty much amused considering I was lyk
"Excuse me, sorry..I'm late"
repetitions of tat pharse over and over again.
Can't to think of it.
Maybe i did sound retarded doing so.
What was going through my mind.
Speaking of which.
I had been suffering from this headache which I'm
clueless on why.
It throbs even in the night.


well.


-boogeymok said his piece