Whatever u claimed, was just to conceal the facts
deep within, you know i was negligible and dispensable at your hands
even if I contrived to make it up
it just scarred myself even deeper
memories are meant to be etched
bitter or sweet
i doubt I was at fault
what did I do
merely and exactly nothing
with the exception of caring about you
probably i frittered my time away by just doing so
Complications I faced
alone and secluded i fought
hoping that you will be there to back me up
spur me on
to no avail
desolated now
i emerged victorious from the overwhelming cast of shadow
three consecutive days
with motivation


thx alot you know who :)