My heart just broke
shredded into pieces if u should know
my trust is abused
capitalised in every inch of it


things start to get out hand
even beyond than ever imagined
giving in, so?
maybe just that im too soft within



argh...its just perplexed
Saufi, r u dumb or at the right state of mind? serious abt it? U sure?
thats what ppl used and still are saying....
shunned them at first
thinking that i did contemplate before giving it a go
i trusted myself
only to be ridiculed




what can be done....
its the last one.....
even the thought of cherishing every single bitter sweet
is overwhelmed with despair
grief
disappointment


people from all walks of life
the old, young , needy,
have someone to rely on
confide with


with the exception of me





but that's what im here for rite...
to be willingly the scapegoat
to fritter both time and money
every single minute ticks by,
i pondered if there will ever be hope



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