Despaired

It sets my mind wondering,
am I to be blame? or just that I'm pathetic?
Needless to say, always drowning in a constant dilemma
It's part and parcel of life.
despite it being such a huge blow.
i don't wanna lose u no more.
It's chaotic
hectic
let alone without you.
Convoluting my heart,
my soul
Missing the little ethereal details of the puzzle
Remorse and regret shunned me of life
making me blind to the movement,
surroundings,
everything
Captivity of my own soul
contritely i begged,
prayed
for there is forgiveness
in the realms of the sorrow
Though diminishing the glimpse may be
my heart will still persereve
persisting the truth.
Irrevocable it is,
lies and concealed within
is ur picture framed.