Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Does life ever change for the better>?

Every time I wonder if my sacrifices are worth making. Wasting ever-so precious time just for a dumb and unreasonable answer. Is the world so unfair that even justice can't prevail?


It has nothing to do with my examinations, well maybe. It's just that credits wasn't given when it was due. I admitted that I am guilty of screwing up my Math section 2 however I have high hopes for Section 1, setting up my target to achieve an A1 for math. After sacrificing both soccer training and friends just to revise for MYE, ...(*someone) just don't want to encourage to spurr me on for the remaining papers. Instead I was being nagged for "not" revising. Okay maybe ... didn't really noticed me diligently revising however stating that I'm lucky for my first few papers as I done them with ease, again with high hopes, really takes the cake.


I'm not trying to be rude or rebellious in one way or another. Just that I'm feeling down....Worst,to me, threatening and blaming soccer for the insufficient time to revise. I never felt so demoralizing before.


Sometimes I do feel fortunate to have great friends surrounding me. Jiang Han just lifted and boasted my morale. "That was what friends are for " quoted from JH. Thanks a lot.


Now it's my part to prove her wrong that I'm able to juggle both soccer and studies well.

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